My Life in this Dimension

At the dusk before the Christmas day, I find myself oddly at peace that I am a ferocious Christmas believer. I find comfort and peace in the spirituality of people and the mission that can be given, if not delievered by spirituality. I am a confirmed agnostic, yet my views of life can change in an instant. I am a total believer by neccessity. Just to get through this time, I have to draw upon a ferocious amount of spirituality. Its cold, dreary and depressing. All the factors for a lousy day. Yet human beings can weather the winter a bit more leniently because of that knowledge of birth and Christmas and renewal.